forgetfulness in inheirant
Rush me past the doors and hold my hand as we go signing over my permissions to you rushing past coughs and conversations as florescence blinds me but the tears only make them that much more surreal. I hurts so bad and I know what's wrong it's what's been wrong. Please help me. As you firmly rest your hand on my shoulder as they cut my clothes off throwing them to the ground as my cries drown the room. The flashing of metallic instruments only makes me that much more worried. As my voice begins to break and all i can do is repeat please....take it out.... as it gives up on me. My eyes roll back as i arch my back one last time as you take aim. Drawing scalpels and separate my flesh with perfect speed and precision. My body falls cold as you move past ribs and past all insecurity as your eyes focus swift and sure. Within your hand my black heart. as you throw it aside and place a new heart within me. releasing the tourniquets. You bring me back with arteries that will to live. This the death i face daily. My battle is with the mirror and her lies. Not my eyes but yours not my voice but yours. Not my heart but yours.