disappointing the disappointed!

[thiseluciddrm]

well .... my parents are away with my bro and sis.. "viva las vegas" for them. It sucks soo bad that i can't go and have the same amount of fun that they'll have because of the non twenty one factor. :0( ... oh well i'll get my chance soon enough. My birthday is coming up soon. i'm not excited or anything its only twenty. i'll probably have to work on my bday but hopefully it isn't a closing shift. i don't think i would mind as much.
i'm only waiting for my bf to come home. i just want to spend some "real" time with him. the phone isn't really cutting it anymore. when i hang up it just makes me sad. :0( haahha... he totally called this morning like at 4a.m. wtf? c'mon like who isn't sleeping at 4a.m. other than .... well... insomniacs ... psychopaths ... and old men staring at child porn all nite. (i know you sickos are out there) .. hmmm ... but i didn;t mind.
vanessa and i really need to get our band going .. PopRocks wont die!! hahaha.. and also we want to screen our own shirts and we want to go to europe to visit my sister when she is out there for the year. soo much to do and either too little time or not enough money. that is just sooo disappointing.
:0( .. but i've learned that disappointment is every where and might as well get used to it. ::frowns::