my life has gone to shit.

Sep 15, 2003 11:41

my dad has comletely lost his mind. hes never home anymore, he says he can't stand to be treated like a dog. he just need an excuse to leave the house and i guess he feels thats a legitiment excuse. i woke up this morning to his constant talking about how my mom is an idiot and i shouldnt believe anything she says. he left last night (what's new?) i was so upset and worried that i didnt go to bed until 7 AM when he got home, and i didn't go to school. so all he does this morning is tell me that i shouldn't worry and that my mom is putting things in my head, and all this bullshit. so besides not sleeping, i have a major cold and my sinuses are killing me and my head is pounding. now that he's home i just want to sleep, that's all. and he's acting like hes on fucking speed and can't stop running his mouth. so i tell him just to please leave me alone and let me sleep. the he goes off screaming at the top of his lung, cursing me saying i'm a 'fucking bitch just like my mom.' and he says he kisses my ass and gets no respect and thats why he's leaving and he said he hopes he doesn't see me for 5 or more days. and if my mom asks why he's gone, it's all my fault. it's MY fault he's such a dick. it's MY fault he's running out on his family. it's MY fault that he called me a 'fucking bitch.' so my life has officially gone to shit.

the fucking end.
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