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people are intresting. yep yep. well its like 12:40 n i keep on freaking myself out today. i started shaking again in 7th period lunch n i made sam check me out juss in case i wasnt freaking out. i havent talked to ne1 frum the crew cept chrissy (on wedsneday cuz i was sick) n cat (which was today). jules i talked to on sat? i think n ant i talk to on mon i think n thats all i talk to. dont talk to elliot or kenny or louis nemore. o wellz. n i talked to mi adrianne of course. sean i talk to everyonce in awhile cuz we got math together n he sits behind me n torrez i talk to if i see him in the halls. im so god damm bored. life sucks. dad left now, in the house alone with mom n shes goin through one of her moods so im gonna go to bed before she gets a crazy ass idea n kicks me out again. i swear its like i live alone juss have to deal with her bitchin. i cant believe they stole my fuckin money. bastards!!! its like i have to cook, clean, wash, every shit n still go to skool. only good thing is they pay for my dance classes n shit. i need to get a job soon but my life is already hectic with me bein moody n shit. i need to get a drink n smoke up. the only thing is im out. shit.... i ran out of money today cuz thursday (yesterday) i smoked up with this kid sam. hah! kid funny word. n i missed my US test cuz we finished so late. stupid shit. o wellz. o ya sullivan minused me like 10000000000 points cuz i was givin him a fuckin attitude today. its ok i was. i was a tad pissy today. i felt so bad bout 3rd period n mikes ipod. my bad. i hope its ok now. neways now i gotta go n do some laundry shit n hit the hay. outz!