life's update
it's been a while since i really updated. there's been a lot of emotion running through my blood recently. confused emotions. im sure that seems usual for me but this time it's just this sense of being lost. like where do i go from here? school is tough. i am so sick of myself for the way i procrastinate and put off shit. and i think then just do it and i sit down to do it and i just can't. it's frustrating. my play ended this weekend, which is sad times. that thing made me so happy. i had so much fun performing and being someone else. and the group i was with was so amazing and talented and accepting. i miss them. boys are another issue in general. dropped by one guy-"just friends" issue. went to a party with meg, had a beer, met a boy, kissed the boy, boy said he'd call, called next two nights, made plans for next week, never heard from him again. coward. hopefully spring break will bring changes in life and weather. lacrosse is good. there's something that makes me happy and feel good about myself. in other news, haircut. short. cute but short. im hungry now so im gonna go get some food. the rain makes me sad, or when im sad it rains-very transcendentalist of me.