Love, thy will become.
I have a partner. A man who is willing to admit that he is happy to be "In A Relationship" with me. A boyfriend, man friend, one to call my own. A man I am proud to stand beside and behind. I am fresh with the happiness and glee of a 5 year old who has just gotten her first tricycle. My life is coming together more than ever before. I've got a great new job that fits who I am, a website that is taking off, a new apartment to myself in the city and a beautiful man to share it all with. And the bonus is that they are all within walking distance. Happiness has become convenient, but not the other way around. They all just happen to meet at the center.
I'm scared to admit it, but I think I found where I'm supposed to be. And I don't regret one step it took to get here. If I could make a diagram detailing each heartache, mistake, disappointment, selfish act, accident and act of desperation it took to get here, the steps would stack higher than those that Rocky climbed. But just like Rocky, I am proud of making it to the top. I am proud of me. I have never been happier with my flaws and mistakes.
I am grown. I am focused. I am driven. I am unique. I am me.
Not even the greatest amount of money or fame in the world could get me to change places with the biggest celebrities or billionaires. I have accomplished more than I thought I could, and there is so much more left to do now that my horizons have opened up.
Never let life get you down. I wish I could say that to the ones I've cared about that have already left us. I would tell them about how life can surprise you at the strangest times. Everything DOES eventually come together. And even when it falls apart a little, it will pull itself back into the path that you belong.
I love me and I love anyone who's ever had faith in me. You are dear to my heart and never forgotten. Not even when I disappear.
Even though you will never see this because you have no clue about this journal... I adore you, Farhad. Thank you for being such a beautiful human being with patience built of steel.
I'm scared to admit it, but I think I found where I'm supposed to be. And I don't regret one step it took to get here. If I could make a diagram detailing each heartache, mistake, disappointment, selfish act, accident and act of desperation it took to get here, the steps would stack higher than those that Rocky climbed. But just like Rocky, I am proud of making it to the top. I am proud of me. I have never been happier with my flaws and mistakes.
I am grown. I am focused. I am driven. I am unique. I am me.
Not even the greatest amount of money or fame in the world could get me to change places with the biggest celebrities or billionaires. I have accomplished more than I thought I could, and there is so much more left to do now that my horizons have opened up.
Never let life get you down. I wish I could say that to the ones I've cared about that have already left us. I would tell them about how life can surprise you at the strangest times. Everything DOES eventually come together. And even when it falls apart a little, it will pull itself back into the path that you belong.
I love me and I love anyone who's ever had faith in me. You are dear to my heart and never forgotten. Not even when I disappear.
Even though you will never see this because you have no clue about this journal... I adore you, Farhad. Thank you for being such a beautiful human being with patience built of steel.