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well it's been a hell of a time. but isn't it always. so much has gone on but then when i sit down in front of this thing i really have nothing i feel is that important to share. ever feel that way? i really don't do much anymore. is my age finally catching up with me? motherhood. i don't know. i have a wonderful house now with a nice big backyard. i have the tiki lamps, and outdoor fireplace and all the space to entertain but yet no one to entertain. i guess thats what happens when you disconnect yourself from the world. in all reality the biggest thing on my mind right now is the fact that im having to break my sons heart right now. its a horrible thing to have to take away something. but i have to stick to my guns. god im in a difficult postion right now.