Aug 01, 2006 16:31
Its weird how the only person i could ever trust...i found out lied to me all along. What else did he lie to me about? Who knows, But its pathetic. I guess i shoulda listened to everyone in the first place. This year is going to be different for me. I need to start taking care of myself, stop letting people walk all over me. Im so tired of being used. It hurts. Friends I also thought were real, were just fake. I hope to find some great ones this school year. I need a change..I need happiness. Hopefully I find what im looking for, but who knows. I lost touch with a lot of old friends, Im sorry. I'll fix it, i promise. I been in florida the past 3 weeks, being here has made me think a lot. Im finally letting go, Im stronger this time. Im done being afraid. Thank you for everything you put me through. This year will be great, Ill make it great.