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Im such a fuck up.hes right...no matter how much i try not to be,im a cumpolsive liar. i lie even when i dont realize it. i need to get back on my meds again, i cant control my anger anymore and its a problem. i was fine on them, then all of a sudden i quit taking them, im going to take them tomorrow and now on. i hate myself. the days go by so wonderful and fun, but somehow..i always manage to say something to make it all go wrong. maybe im not redi for a boyfriend, i cant treat him right...but i love him so much so theres no way i want to end it with him. i wish cydnne or chelsea were here to help me, i miss my friends...i need someone here for me.