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uh i cant stop thinking about him. why did i say those fuckin things i said. i love him so much why am i so fuckin stupid!! errr i have never felt so bad about anything before in my life. i feel worse right now then i felt when bobby broke up with me. thats really weird but its true. i fell hard for jordan and i love him more than life itself. i dont want him feeling the way he is feeing right now. i want to take everything that happened after school back. i hate this. i am so sorry.i want to die. i love him i want him here right now. he hates me, i hate myself