Aug 22, 2005 22:04
i have never been so scared before in my life..until tonight. i know hes ok but i still cant stop crying.i dont know what to do with myself, i need him but look what i caused him to do tonight. i could never live with myself if anything ever happen to him. i was scared to death tonight, i dont want to ever lose him. i dont care what people think anymore...im done caring, i just want to be with him and have everything be ok. i hope everything turns out ok, i love him so much i dont want to imagine life without him...
Sarah...thx for being a great friend, i love you.