Not again...
I dont feel like doing this all over again. God, I dont. I dont have the energy. I physically dont think I can do it. I can't see him everyday with another girl, another girlfriend. I got so depressed last time and couldn't eat ((lost 9 pounds tho!!)) and couldn't sleep and wanted to die. It was the most horrible thing I've ever felt. I just can't do it again. I dont think it'll be that bad this time though because I'm used to seeing him with another girl. It's just still gonna be rough. But hey, if he wants to be with her he should. I just wish he wouldn't!!!...What the fuck happened to that closure I had? :-(
We had off school today. it was dumb. Now I'll have nothing to do and no one to talk to and i'll just have to mope around the house all day feeling shitty. Woo fucking hoo.
Yea. Fuck.
We had off school today. it was dumb. Now I'll have nothing to do and no one to talk to and i'll just have to mope around the house all day feeling shitty. Woo fucking hoo.
Yea. Fuck.