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[thiscantbehuman]

 I was getting frustrated with the idea of a future and how addicted to work i truly am! I was running my options in my head travel, work, goal... then it hit me... well onces i noticed a child's toy Jake would like... Then I realized that Jake is all grown up! Feeling even more frustrated I started goggling Liam Neeson looking for some inspiration for something to do until i decided what i want to do with my life or when i wanted to move to Vancouver. I started looking up Ireland (knowing I possibly can find a birth certificate from my great grandfather and gain duel citizen ship ) the curiosity kicked in and I started looking up costs to move there with a holiday work visa if i cant find the birth certificate and then I found one work that stood out Au Pair (pretty much live in nanny) rent free I would get about 100-150 a week watching kids honestly i miss Jake when he was 5 asking me to help him do arts and crafts while mom was at work. Well It turns out that live in nannies are in high demand there! plus i get to see Ireland to see if i like it while gaining the feeling of being needed again not hovering over a table doing dough or sitting in a motel waiting for destiny to come and grab me... Ive found a few families who own farms or live near the beach that require a nanny next Jan or February for 6 months- 1 year (plus if they need me longer) It seems like something I might actually enjoy! maybe ill learn a new way of life... i thought this was rather a great Idea my mom is in full support since shes noticed that Ive seemed downer than usual. so i think i might give in a chance my Birth certificate is in the mail so then i go and i get my passport Gov issued Id and such forth I hope It works out because i need some where to find my self and the people in Ireland seem so old fashioned but cultured at the same time.

PS:

I LOVE THIS SONG!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncBb8fhJPsY