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I am useless, I am a mess; I am the smallest giant ever.
So, last week or so Jay and I broke up. I'm alright, but I miss him. Not the actual relationship, but I feel like I've lost a really good friend. You know how that goes.
Last night was not one of my greatest nights. I spent the night at Tara's boyfriend's house (Aaron) along with her and Skyler. I had a bit too much to drink and smoked more pot than I should have. I honestly mean it when I say I'm NEVER doing that again, haha. I never drink/smoke anyways, but... I was reminded why last night. I pretty much made a fool of myself and was generally obnoxious. I did some things I would not have done if I was sober but.. what can you do? What's done is done, and I just need to move on from that.
I'm feeling really lonely. I wish that someone would call but no one will. =/ And so goes another Saturday night..
So, last week or so Jay and I broke up. I'm alright, but I miss him. Not the actual relationship, but I feel like I've lost a really good friend. You know how that goes.
Last night was not one of my greatest nights. I spent the night at Tara's boyfriend's house (Aaron) along with her and Skyler. I had a bit too much to drink and smoked more pot than I should have. I honestly mean it when I say I'm NEVER doing that again, haha. I never drink/smoke anyways, but... I was reminded why last night. I pretty much made a fool of myself and was generally obnoxious. I did some things I would not have done if I was sober but.. what can you do? What's done is done, and I just need to move on from that.
I'm feeling really lonely. I wish that someone would call but no one will. =/ And so goes another Saturday night..