Oct 17, 2004 17:11
So right now I'm watching Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind and I soooo love this movie. It reminds me of seeing it with Xav and us seeing it at Loew's being blown away by it and going directly to Kenmore to see it again. Something neither of us have ever done before. Goodtimes and a great memory. Anyway the Depot is going fairly well. I have my review this week and hopefully I can get on the JPP to transfer to a new store. While I like the people in my store I feel as though I would like to be closer to home. Understandable I suppose. Yesterday was Skyla's B-Day party and well of course Auntie Cyn got her the best presents ever! From what Amie had told me earlier she loves her Dora house! SO that makes for a hapy Cyn. Life has been quite boring and basically just about work and sleep and Kayli. I have no life! So anyone that is up to hanging out and being silly and having a grand ol time hit me up and let me know. I am still in search of a new job. A real job! Home Depot doesn't pay me nearly what I am use to making. I am kind of a babbling idiot right now so let me apologize ahead of time. I haven't updated this in so long it's weird.
So I totally give up on The Red Sox. No explanation needed... But I still have my Pats!!! Oh, can you say 20 STRAIGHT WINS! But anywhoobers..
Been thinking alot about life and its ups and downs and the fact that I am the happiest I have ever been in my life is just strange but such a welcome at this point in time..I have lost 13 lbs. YEAH ME! Guys have been hitting on me left and right but none worth discussing. LOL. The transition I have made in the last twomonths is such a strange one. But yet exhilirating (did I spell that right?) I still have yet to see my girl Kelly but she has more friends than anyone I know.. But eventually she will come around. HINT HINT girl! Well tomorrow I open so that means bed at 8:00-9:00 and up at 4:30. My sleep patterns are so weird but yet satisfying. I sleep about 5 hours a night and I'm never up later than 6:30. It's a weird thing to get older. But hey beinh happy is a great thing no matter what your age. It's a feeling I haven't felt in so long. No depression.. no medication. I am on my way to being a normal person. It's funny what a change in enviroment can do for a person. So glad to be away from the only people that have ever truly hurt me! It's so sad when one of those people happen to be the person who gave birth to you. But I am such a better person not being around her influence. My Aunt and the few people I keep close are enough for me. Any its back to school in Nov. I took a bit of a break and now I'm back on track. Kayli turns 7 next month. Imagine.. 7. Whoa. she's getting so big. And she is quite the lil soccer star. Those of you who check out my pics on my AOL screen name I'm sure have seen her in action. My lil butterfly. Its an amazing thing to have a child.. The love I have for her is truly incredible. And the closeness and bond we have is outstanding. She is what makes me happy and keeps me going and keeps me strong! Well that is enough for now. I promise to update more often .. I know I say it everytime I update but I mean it..
How much do I love FALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Winter is almost here! Yahoooooey!