May 05, 2004 18:32
I do realize I haven't updated in a while but things have been so blah. Well with the exception the Red Sox game. I was just sitting here and I realized my landlord stole my barrel.. Like legit came to my house took all the barrels and left. But he shouldn't of taken my barrel.. Why you ask.. I paid 12.00 for that god forsaken barrel and now he takes ownership of it just like that. Not too mention that someone was suppose to come by and look at my garbage disposal (cuz it doesn't dispose of garbage!) and look at my stove (circa 1959) because there is this thing hanging and it burns my food, ya know when I decide to actually cook something. So with my stove being all sucky I have come to learn that making cookies in a toaster oven are FABULOUS. Now I may sound like a fat kid for even trying it but you know how you get when you're PMSing right ladies? Well anyway i have come to work around that and I feel as though I shouldn't. I pay my rent. I keep things nice. I'm quiet for the most part.. I just don't get it.
Things have been so weird. Amie's brother is buying my Dads truck. Even though I specificly told my Aunt I don't want him and his CUNT girlfriend to have it. She buckles today and tells me well I really could use the moeny blah blah blah .. SO LET ME FUCKING BUY IT! It is going to be the death of me to let this truck go. It should go to someone I don't know. Its too sentimentel to me. I hear the muffler alone and I get all weepy and to let someone who I know won't appreciate it like my Dad did it kills me. You other TRUCK LOVERS will understand and the fact that its my deceased Dads truck and I hold it near and dear to me doesn't even matter. Did I mention that I can pay the price for it.? I don't know what I am going to do. Then she tells me she is selling his Hot Rod the one he built from the floor up is going to the guy who bid 15,000. That is like SHIT.! My poor Dad is rolling around in his grave at this very moment not only because he would have wanted me ME,did I mention ME to have his truck but to sell his heart ande soul for 15,000 what is she thinking and then the Harley he built which cost him 40,000 to do is going to be sold for around the same measly 15,000 Now I have heard of depreciation but come on. SO needless to say I am heart broken. I saw his other truck go but that wasn't as sentimentel to me. I can't let this one go too. No one understands thats around me. They haven't lost a parent. They don't know what its like to have to move on without Mom or Dad. I'm 26 I shouldn't be dealing with this yet. I just don't know.
So if anyone wants to buy a Bad Ass Truck with lots of Pick up and in Mint Condition for only 4,600.00 You won't regret it. It has to go to anyone but them....
I can see it now all bashed in and lights hangin and food all on the inside. I just can't handle it. I refuse to let trash run my Dads truck to the ground.