Dec 14, 2003 02:19
So... I dunno. I feel really angry and really sad. For no particular reason mind you. Infact, its many things combined. I want someone to ask me whats wrong at this very second so I could vent everything. I have been feeling very alone lately. Thats nothing new but its just weird b/c I can be with a group of people and still feel that way. Things just seem to be going nowhere for me. My grades are terrible, I feel terrible in general, and my relationships with people are not so good.
The highlight of my day was studying with jess. I really did have a good time and I finally feel like i'm understanding chemistry. I just had a fun time in general. Ice skating was kinda fun too so... But yea, I'm in a room alone with friends in another room. Not so fun.