Oct 02, 2003 15:33
I wish I hadn't made so many mistakes in the past, so many stupid decisions. I always wish I was someone different...maybe I'd have it a little easier. I wish it was a little easier for me to find someone, to be accepted. I wish I was a little less self- concious. I wish I could be happy with myself. I wish I wasn't so selfish. I wish I didn't care what others thought of me. I wish I was a better friend. I wish I didn't feel inferior.
On a side note, I had a great time with Jennifer today. I really didn't mind Jennifer, I enjoy being there for you so don't feel guilty.