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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn`t?.. Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?.. I experience it everyday of my life.
.. and these summer nights are endless.
What is love? When we claim that it's love that we have for someone, are we correct? Something to ponder upon.. are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? IT iSNT L0VE, iT'S LiKE * you can't keep your eyes or hands off of them,am i right? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S LUST* are you proud, and eager to show them off? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S PRiDE * are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S L0W C0NFiDENCE* do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S PiTY.do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? iT iSN'T L0VE iT'S INFATUATi0N* do you pardon their faults because you care about them? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S FRiENDSHiP* do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S A LiE* are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake? iT iSN'T L0VE, iT'S CHARiTY* does your heart ache and break when they're sad? THEN iTS L0VE. do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong? THEN iT'S L0VE. do you see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? THEN iT'S L0VE.. do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain adrelation pulls you close and holds you there? THEN iT'S L0VE. do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are? THEN iT'S L0VE would you give them your heart, your life, your death? THEN iT'S L0VE. now if this is painful tortues us so, why so we love? why is it all we search for in life? this pain this agony? why is it all we long
for? this torture this powerful death of self? why? the answer is so simple cause iT'S L0VE. it is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with someone.
Now I'm lying here, breathless, with a tidal
wave of confusion crashing over me.