let's get these teens hearts beating faster, faster.
Two in the morning, and I'm typing about literally nothing. I've been organizing the summer enrichment I have to do, and listening to bands that are similar artists to Fall Out Boy and Panic! At the Disco. (A side note, P!ATD doesn't literally have the exclamation point anymore. But I like it better with than without.) But I have been thinking. A lot. And I've decided that I want to make a change in my life. High school is supposed to be the best years of someone's life, and I feel like my freshmen year was wasted away with my own conflicts and drama. I don't want the remaining three years to end up the same way. Eventually, I'll go back in this journal and delete the angsty posts that I wrote. I'm starting a clean slate. I want to be a different person. A person with a positive outlook on life, which I have lacked through most of my life. I want to read more books. I want to destroy all envious and depressing feelings I have inside me. I want to get into the habit of starting each sentence with a capital letter. I want to spend less time on the computer (Which, probably won't happen. But I'll try my best.). I want to expand my music knowledge. I want to draw more. I want to turn my room into a place that expresses who I am, and not just a place for me to sleep and surf the web. I want to get a job. I want to get my permit. I want to be more social and outgoing. I want to start a collection. I want change.
Of course, there's a low chance I'll be able to reach all these goals. But what's not worth trying?