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so i lied about life getting better
but its pretty decent.
Alot of people dislike me, but i don't blame em'
I would hate myself too
This conversation changed my life
scrappy5582: you have not answer the question
loudennupkelli: WHO IS THIS
loudennupkelli: & what question?
scrappy5582: scrappy5582: it amazes me... you have friends that talk shit about you behind your back.. you know what they all say about you
scrappy5582: is that you lie constantly
scrappy5582: and I finding this out to be truescrappy5582: does this not bother you?
loudennupkelli: no they don't.
loudennupkelli: i know what they say
loudennupkelli: i really don't care what they say.
loudennupkelli: why are you talking to me about this
scrappy5582: because A) I hate being lied to B) your friends say that about you
scrappy5582: and given me an answer
scrappy5582: A) no they don
scrappy5582: and B)
scrappy5582: I really don't care what they say
scrappy5582: means they do say that
loudennupkelli: what the fuck.
scrappy5582: despite you saying
loudennupkelli: dude, who is this?
scrappy5582: not they don't
loudennupkelli: what have i lied to you about?
loudennupkelli: i dont even know you
scrappy5582: you know me, but I had to resort to this
scrappy5582: which has prooving to me
scrappy5582: that you are somebody that does lie
scrappy5582: that you are somebody I cannor rrust
scrappy5582: thus
scrappy5582: somebody that should never ask anything of me again
loudennupkelli: shut the fuck up Cory.
scrappy5582: ?
loudennupkelli: Cory is the only person i ask of favors
loudennupkelli: your pretty pathetic for IMing from another name
scrappy5582: being that is not the case, try again
loudennupkelli: I don't ask Franny for favors
loudennupkelli: franny asks me for favors
loudennupkelli: so you can't be Franny
loudennupkelli: and stop this trivial bullshit
scrappy5582: try again
loudennupkelli: i've never asked anyone for favors!!
loudennupkelli: EXCEPT FOR CORY
scrappy5582: Dr House says stop lying
scrappy5582: because you do ask favors
scrappy5582: of more then one person
loudennupkelli: from who?!
loudennupkelli: Dr. House?!
scrappy5582: who's a clear answer
scrappy5582: here's
scrappy5582: people that you live with
loudennupkelli: you live with me?!
scrappy5582: clevor
loudennupkelli: bryann?!
scrappy5582: you saying that those you reside with never do things for you
loudennupkelli: no, i dont.
loudennupkelli: my family does do things for me
loudennupkelli: who is this
loudennupkelli: srsly
loudennupkelli: your freaking me the fuck out.
scrappy5582: question, why do you lie
loudennupkelli: everyone does
scrappy5582: if you can answer that honestly I'll tell you this is
loudennupkelli: everyone lies
loudennupkelli: they want other people to sound cool.
loudennupkelli: i mean
loudennupkelli: they want to sound to other people
loudennupkelli: everyone does it
loudennupkelli: duhh
loudennupkelli: everyone stretches the truth
loudennupkelli: thats honest
loudennupkelli: now tell me who this is
scrappy5582: when it is warranted
scrappy5582: that's bs
loudennupkelli: how is that bullshit?!
scrappy5582: you should be who you are
scrappy5582: and not lie to be something you are not
loudennupkelli: i am.
scrappy5582: and being a liar sucks
loudennupkelli: you suck.
scrappy5582: never said I didn't
scrappy5582: but you suck more
loudennupkelli: i am who i am.
scrappy5582: a person who I could never trust
scrappy5582: that's who you are
loudennupkelli: i really don't care what you think of me
loudennupkelli: whatever
loudennupkelli: now you see why I have trust issues
loudennupkelli: i can't even trust myself
scrappy5582: I believe, I know, you are better then that
scrappy5582: that's what kills me the most
loudennupkelli: i am better than what>
loudennupkelli: i'm a piece of shit bitch
loudennupkelli: i know it
loudennupkelli: you know it
loudennupkelli: everybody knows it
scrappy5582: no you aren't
loudennupkelli: i lie
loudennupkelli: i steal
loudennupkelli: i cheat
loudennupkelli: im a shitty human being
loudennupkelli: and why are you disagreeing with me?
loudennupkelli: i'm a liar
loudennupkelli: you hate liars
loudennupkelli: so, your supposed to agree with me
scrappy5582: you have within yourself to be something better
scrappy5582: and I see that
scrappy5582: I want you to be better then franny and allthat
loudennupkelli: this is Cory isn't it.
loudennupkelli: will you please tell me
loudennupkelli: who this is
loudennupkelli: you've succeeded in making me cry, and making me think
scrappy5582: why do you always conclude this to be cory?
loudennupkelli: idk
loudennupkelli: just something about you
loudennupkelli: makes me think of him
loudennupkelli: and you know Franny.
scrappy5582: I know many people
loudennupkelli: so do i.
scrappy5582: and I know you
loudennupkelli: personally?
loudennupkelli: have we hungout before?
scrappy5582: and I don't want you to be liek her
loudennupkelli: i dont want to either.
loudennupkelli: thats why i'm not going to be her friend
loudennupkelli: thats why i'm moving
loudennupkelli: to start fresh
scrappy5582: you can move all you want
scrappy5582: but damnit
scrappy5582: that won't change you
loudennupkelli: i can start over
loudennupkelli: better myself
scrappy5582: damn it
loudennupkelli: who is this
scrappy5582: you can't just start over
scrappy5582: you are who you currently are
scrappy5582: alll you can do is improve upon that
scrappy5582: and damn it
scrappy5582: it kills me
scrappy5582: to see where you heading
scrappy5582: you are better then that
scrappy5582: and I believe you are better then I
loudennupkelli: where am i heading?
scrappy5582: misery
loudennupkelli: i already am in misery
loudennupkelli: everything is fallling apart
loudennupkelli: nothing is going according to how i planned it.
loudennupkelli: i wanted everyone to like me
scrappy5582: it's life, nothing ever goes to plan
scrappy5582: can I let you in on something
loudennupkelli: and everyone did at one point i think
loudennupkelli: yeah
scrappy5582: I like you
loudennupkelli: you like me?
loudennupkelli: why would you like a person like me?
scrappy5582: I care about you, I don't mean like gf
loudennupkelli: i know.
loudennupkelli: but why do you care?
loudennupkelli: i've obviously hurt you
scrappy5582: hurt is something hard to do to me
scrappy5582: disappointed
scrappy5582: is more the word
loudennupkelli: how have i disapointed you?
scrappy5582: you cave in
scrappy5582: you have to be strong
loudennupkelli: its so hard to
scrappy5582: hate to be lame
scrappy5582: but doing what is right is harder then doing what is wrong which is easlier
loudennupkelli: i know
scrappy5582: can I trust you again
scrappy5582: ?>
loudennupkelli: honestly
loudennupkelli: i need to learn to trust myself first
scrappy5582: if you will allow me, I would like to help you with that
loudennupkelli: i will
loudennupkelli: i really don't know how to do much of anything anymore
scrappy5582: kelli, you are somebody I do keep in my toughts
scrappy5582: th*
loudennupkelli: this is so crazy.
loudennupkelli: i dont even know who you are and you've srsly changed my outlook on life.
loudennupkelli: you've made me cry 3 times. and i feel good.
loudennupkelli: because I cried for a reason
loudennupkelli: because i found someone who knows me better than i know myself
loudennupkelli: and you've like figured me out
loudennupkelli: i dont know how you did it
loudennupkelli: your some type of genius
scrappy5582: just hate seeing you being less then you can be
loudennupkelli: i don't know what i can be.
loudennupkelli: i dont know how to improve
loudennupkelli: i've been this way for so long
but its pretty decent.
Alot of people dislike me, but i don't blame em'
I would hate myself too
This conversation changed my life
scrappy5582: you have not answer the question
loudennupkelli: WHO IS THIS
loudennupkelli: & what question?
scrappy5582: scrappy5582: it amazes me... you have friends that talk shit about you behind your back.. you know what they all say about you
scrappy5582: is that you lie constantly
scrappy5582: and I finding this out to be truescrappy5582: does this not bother you?
loudennupkelli: no they don't.
loudennupkelli: i know what they say
loudennupkelli: i really don't care what they say.
loudennupkelli: why are you talking to me about this
scrappy5582: because A) I hate being lied to B) your friends say that about you
scrappy5582: and given me an answer
scrappy5582: A) no they don
scrappy5582: and B)
scrappy5582: I really don't care what they say
scrappy5582: means they do say that
loudennupkelli: what the fuck.
scrappy5582: despite you saying
loudennupkelli: dude, who is this?
scrappy5582: not they don't
loudennupkelli: what have i lied to you about?
loudennupkelli: i dont even know you
scrappy5582: you know me, but I had to resort to this
scrappy5582: which has prooving to me
scrappy5582: that you are somebody that does lie
scrappy5582: that you are somebody I cannor rrust
scrappy5582: thus
scrappy5582: somebody that should never ask anything of me again
loudennupkelli: shut the fuck up Cory.
scrappy5582: ?
loudennupkelli: Cory is the only person i ask of favors
loudennupkelli: your pretty pathetic for IMing from another name
scrappy5582: being that is not the case, try again
loudennupkelli: I don't ask Franny for favors
loudennupkelli: franny asks me for favors
loudennupkelli: so you can't be Franny
loudennupkelli: and stop this trivial bullshit
scrappy5582: try again
loudennupkelli: i've never asked anyone for favors!!
loudennupkelli: EXCEPT FOR CORY
scrappy5582: Dr House says stop lying
scrappy5582: because you do ask favors
scrappy5582: of more then one person
loudennupkelli: from who?!
loudennupkelli: Dr. House?!
scrappy5582: who's a clear answer
scrappy5582: here's
scrappy5582: people that you live with
loudennupkelli: you live with me?!
scrappy5582: clevor
loudennupkelli: bryann?!
scrappy5582: you saying that those you reside with never do things for you
loudennupkelli: no, i dont.
loudennupkelli: my family does do things for me
loudennupkelli: who is this
loudennupkelli: srsly
loudennupkelli: your freaking me the fuck out.
scrappy5582: question, why do you lie
loudennupkelli: everyone does
scrappy5582: if you can answer that honestly I'll tell you this is
loudennupkelli: everyone lies
loudennupkelli: they want other people to sound cool.
loudennupkelli: i mean
loudennupkelli: they want to sound to other people
loudennupkelli: everyone does it
loudennupkelli: duhh
loudennupkelli: everyone stretches the truth
loudennupkelli: thats honest
loudennupkelli: now tell me who this is
scrappy5582: when it is warranted
scrappy5582: that's bs
loudennupkelli: how is that bullshit?!
scrappy5582: you should be who you are
scrappy5582: and not lie to be something you are not
loudennupkelli: i am.
scrappy5582: and being a liar sucks
loudennupkelli: you suck.
scrappy5582: never said I didn't
scrappy5582: but you suck more
loudennupkelli: i am who i am.
scrappy5582: a person who I could never trust
scrappy5582: that's who you are
loudennupkelli: i really don't care what you think of me
loudennupkelli: whatever
loudennupkelli: now you see why I have trust issues
loudennupkelli: i can't even trust myself
scrappy5582: I believe, I know, you are better then that
scrappy5582: that's what kills me the most
loudennupkelli: i am better than what>
loudennupkelli: i'm a piece of shit bitch
loudennupkelli: i know it
loudennupkelli: you know it
loudennupkelli: everybody knows it
scrappy5582: no you aren't
loudennupkelli: i lie
loudennupkelli: i steal
loudennupkelli: i cheat
loudennupkelli: im a shitty human being
loudennupkelli: and why are you disagreeing with me?
loudennupkelli: i'm a liar
loudennupkelli: you hate liars
loudennupkelli: so, your supposed to agree with me
scrappy5582: you have within yourself to be something better
scrappy5582: and I see that
scrappy5582: I want you to be better then franny and allthat
loudennupkelli: this is Cory isn't it.
loudennupkelli: will you please tell me
loudennupkelli: who this is
loudennupkelli: you've succeeded in making me cry, and making me think
scrappy5582: why do you always conclude this to be cory?
loudennupkelli: idk
loudennupkelli: just something about you
loudennupkelli: makes me think of him
loudennupkelli: and you know Franny.
scrappy5582: I know many people
loudennupkelli: so do i.
scrappy5582: and I know you
loudennupkelli: personally?
loudennupkelli: have we hungout before?
scrappy5582: and I don't want you to be liek her
loudennupkelli: i dont want to either.
loudennupkelli: thats why i'm not going to be her friend
loudennupkelli: thats why i'm moving
loudennupkelli: to start fresh
scrappy5582: you can move all you want
scrappy5582: but damnit
scrappy5582: that won't change you
loudennupkelli: i can start over
loudennupkelli: better myself
scrappy5582: damn it
loudennupkelli: who is this
scrappy5582: you can't just start over
scrappy5582: you are who you currently are
scrappy5582: alll you can do is improve upon that
scrappy5582: and damn it
scrappy5582: it kills me
scrappy5582: to see where you heading
scrappy5582: you are better then that
scrappy5582: and I believe you are better then I
loudennupkelli: where am i heading?
scrappy5582: misery
loudennupkelli: i already am in misery
loudennupkelli: everything is fallling apart
loudennupkelli: nothing is going according to how i planned it.
loudennupkelli: i wanted everyone to like me
scrappy5582: it's life, nothing ever goes to plan
scrappy5582: can I let you in on something
loudennupkelli: and everyone did at one point i think
loudennupkelli: yeah
scrappy5582: I like you
loudennupkelli: you like me?
loudennupkelli: why would you like a person like me?
scrappy5582: I care about you, I don't mean like gf
loudennupkelli: i know.
loudennupkelli: but why do you care?
loudennupkelli: i've obviously hurt you
scrappy5582: hurt is something hard to do to me
scrappy5582: disappointed
scrappy5582: is more the word
loudennupkelli: how have i disapointed you?
scrappy5582: you cave in
scrappy5582: you have to be strong
loudennupkelli: its so hard to
scrappy5582: hate to be lame
scrappy5582: but doing what is right is harder then doing what is wrong which is easlier
loudennupkelli: i know
scrappy5582: can I trust you again
scrappy5582: ?>
loudennupkelli: honestly
loudennupkelli: i need to learn to trust myself first
scrappy5582: if you will allow me, I would like to help you with that
loudennupkelli: i will
loudennupkelli: i really don't know how to do much of anything anymore
scrappy5582: kelli, you are somebody I do keep in my toughts
scrappy5582: th*
loudennupkelli: this is so crazy.
loudennupkelli: i dont even know who you are and you've srsly changed my outlook on life.
loudennupkelli: you've made me cry 3 times. and i feel good.
loudennupkelli: because I cried for a reason
loudennupkelli: because i found someone who knows me better than i know myself
loudennupkelli: and you've like figured me out
loudennupkelli: i dont know how you did it
loudennupkelli: your some type of genius
scrappy5582: just hate seeing you being less then you can be
loudennupkelli: i don't know what i can be.
loudennupkelli: i dont know how to improve
loudennupkelli: i've been this way for so long