bed sick
I have been so happy lately but my friends have me so down and all I want is some company. I like to think that one day I will get out of here and have real friends or none at all because no friends are better than the ones I've got mostly. If I killed myself today you wouldn't ever find me.
There are places outside of this horrible place where happiness is waiting for me. Just waiting. I am going to find it one day and drive with my windows down and I'm going to throw my hands off the wheel down empty highway on the way to the beach and I'm going to chew the glitter pink polish off of my nails and eat spicy crunchy or cold creamy sweet food. I'm going to fuck boys I like that like me and NO ONE not you you or you will make me feel unworthy of abundance.
There are so many that I have lost along the way. I still have the few that make me think that everything is all right. Like when Lou Reed says "it was allllll riiiigghhht" when he talks about rock and roll and Bohemian Rhapsody told my story.
But sometimes you really do feel so alone that it really does just make sense.
Heres some music to jam to, Kids. It's all pretty much old and the best songs ever.
There are places outside of this horrible place where happiness is waiting for me. Just waiting. I am going to find it one day and drive with my windows down and I'm going to throw my hands off the wheel down empty highway on the way to the beach and I'm going to chew the glitter pink polish off of my nails and eat spicy crunchy or cold creamy sweet food. I'm going to fuck boys I like that like me and NO ONE not you you or you will make me feel unworthy of abundance.
There are so many that I have lost along the way. I still have the few that make me think that everything is all right. Like when Lou Reed says "it was allllll riiiigghhht" when he talks about rock and roll and Bohemian Rhapsody told my story.
But sometimes you really do feel so alone that it really does just make sense.
Heres some music to jam to, Kids. It's all pretty much old and the best songs ever.