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Mo and josh are offical. wheee.
I hate days off when I do absolutely nothing.
well, meg came over and dyed my hair today. It's blonde like WHOA.
I just want it to be around 11:30. I have this flask full of 100proof hot damn burning a hole in my purse and I'm dying for some social interaction; for blonde hair and blue eyes and perfect teeth and three nipples. Sometimes I think my heart is going to explode. It's probably nothing.
mostly I just want out of here.
Every time I come home it's more bad news. or updates about the bad news I heard about last. It's so depressing.
cant get fucking disability. Social security wont pay anything. They saw a lawyer today and he said they wouldn't even get a hearing for at least a couple years. In the meantime my dad now has to quit chemo and go back to work. theres no other way. They want me to move back home and pay to live here. I think I would go crazy. I couldn't move back here even if I wanted to; I have a year-long lease and it's not up until July. And I couldn't really sublet it with ashley living there, now could i. I think they just say that shit to make me feel bad.
Ashley won't be home for a few weeks still. I hate being at home by myself, though I am naked a lot more. which I guess is a positive thing.
I WANT TO GO TO CANADA. LET'S DO THIS.
totally unrelated to anything-
does anyone want to buy my car for $9200? yeah I didn't think so.
I hate days off when I do absolutely nothing.
well, meg came over and dyed my hair today. It's blonde like WHOA.
I just want it to be around 11:30. I have this flask full of 100proof hot damn burning a hole in my purse and I'm dying for some social interaction; for blonde hair and blue eyes and perfect teeth and three nipples. Sometimes I think my heart is going to explode. It's probably nothing.
mostly I just want out of here.
Every time I come home it's more bad news. or updates about the bad news I heard about last. It's so depressing.
cant get fucking disability. Social security wont pay anything. They saw a lawyer today and he said they wouldn't even get a hearing for at least a couple years. In the meantime my dad now has to quit chemo and go back to work. theres no other way. They want me to move back home and pay to live here. I think I would go crazy. I couldn't move back here even if I wanted to; I have a year-long lease and it's not up until July. And I couldn't really sublet it with ashley living there, now could i. I think they just say that shit to make me feel bad.
Ashley won't be home for a few weeks still. I hate being at home by myself, though I am naked a lot more. which I guess is a positive thing.
I WANT TO GO TO CANADA. LET'S DO THIS.
totally unrelated to anything-
does anyone want to buy my car for $9200? yeah I didn't think so.