argh

May 06, 2004 18:27

Arghhh! How long is this depression going to last. I shouldn't be drepressed like this. argh!! Im so upset, my girlfriend wont be able to talk to me later tonight, probally around 8:00. I know it doesn't sound bad, but it is for me. I'm so much in love with her, and i cant stand not talking to her. Ever since steph and I have gotten closer, I've been really jelous, and selfish of her. I only want her to be with me and i dont know whats up. But this really makes me upset.

DEPRESSION IS THE SUCKS

She's the only one that keeps me from living. The past few days, all i've been able to do was sit on bed, or lay down. Steph hasn't been able to talk to me much, and that makes me very much depressed. I love her with all my heart.. i hate being like this. Now im even more upset, because her parents wont let me come up friday and saturday. Now all i can see her is on saturday, for time that seems like its nothing. I cant stand this pain. But steph keeps me going. i need her so bad right now.. i just hope she realizes this.. i love her..
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