I was sick all weekend so I was sad. Why cant I be sick on a school day? Why the weekend? Is my immune system seriously that conservative of my schedule? Why does it care?
Anyhow. Ten hour days of school are pounding that shit out fast, yo. And I'm supposto be getting a car soon, and my freelance job at MAC starts in the next week or so. So, things are looking up. And soon I'll be able to actually buy new shoes, weed, drinks, shows, pick up my friends, drive to my friends, drive ANYWHERE. Ahhhhh. FREEDOM.
Other than that, I've learned that I will never fall out of love.
And that the ultimate goal is to get us away from the entire east coast.
Also. Save the drama for yr mama.
I apologize if I seem overly insensitive to alot of things "going on", or in many cases, things being "created". I don't see it fit to dig deeper holes. I feel that a step away from most situations, is much less problematic and ultimately preserves friendships and/or self esteem. Besides, I am going through alot of shit right now, and can only afford to have positivity around me at this point. I am happy with myself. Please don't try to take that from me. Selfish as it may sound, it's not. I want everyone to feel like this.
Must. Not. Lose. Focus.
It's all in what you make of it.
hahahahhahahahhahahahaha oh god hahahhahahahahhahaha