Goodbye
Title: Goodbye
Genre: angst
Pairing: Haehyuk
Word count: 685
Beta: burntsienna18
Rating: G
Synopsis: ‘No, not now. Not today. Not in front of Hyukjae.’
Warning: Caracter death
a/n: my very first time writing fanfics, sorry if it's not good or quite confusing :P
“Hae…”
“Hyukkie, I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry, Hyukkie. I love you, and I always will, but you deserve to have a better life, okay? Move on, Hyukkie… Please…If you love me, please move on. I can’t stand watching you cry over me, Hyukkie. Please? Just please, find your new soul mate. Have a beautiful family. Do it for me, Hyukkie baby. Okay?” A sad smile formed on Donghae’s face. His body lay lifelessly on a hospital bed.
“No...No…Hae...Please, no. Don’t say such a thing. You’ll never leave me. You promised to stay with me forever! You promised you would be there for me. You promised, Hae…Please don’t go. Hae, fight for it, please!” Tears flowed out of Hyukjae’s puffy red eyes.
Donghae had been discovered with cancer two years ago. Hyukjae had always been there for him, being a loving and caring boyfriend, supporting him, and making Donghae’s smile come alive again. Hyukjae always convinced Donghae to stay strong. But Donghae was getting weaker and weaker, looking a lot skinnier lately, until today. While they were having brunch, Hyukjae saw a drop of blood falling from Donghae's nose. Hyukjae kept asking if he was okay, but Donghae always answered with, 'I'm okay, Hyukkie', or, 'Nothing’s wrong', or, 'It’s just a normal nosebleed'. Donghae kept saying that to Hyukjae. But Hyukjae knew that something was wrong. Donghae walked back to their bedroom when suddenly he fainted. Hyukjae ran to Donghae, and hurriedly called the ambulance. He put Donghae's head carefully on his lap, hugging him tightly while whispering soothing words. The ambulance finally came and lifted Donghae's body carefully.
And now there he was, lying lifelessly in the hospital bed with Hyukjae crying over him.
“Hyukkie, ple-“
“Stop, Hae. Please, just stop. Listen to me, Lee Donghae. You will not go anywhere. You will fight for it, I know you can, Hae. You’re a strong man, a bubbly person who always lit up my world with your beautiful smile, who always welcomed me with those warm beautiful brown eyes. What would happen if you were gone, Hae? Who will light up my world again? Who will be the one who wakes me up every morning? The one who always makes breakfast for me? Who will I cuddle with when I’m asleep? Hae-“
Hyukjae burst into tears. He held Donghae’s hand tightly while his other hand caressed his cheeks. He couldn’t take it anymore. He couldn’t ever let Donghae go, he just couldn’t.
Donghae’s eyes got watery. He couldn’t stand seeing Hyukjae like this. He knew; he knew that he would go soon, very soon. And he didn’t want to see Hyukjae breaking down like this. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t want to leave his baby, his beautiful monkey that he treasured the most. ‘How I wish God could give me another chance to stay with Hyukkie,’ Donghae said in his mind.
Donghae suddenly felt that his breathing became heavy, and he started to have a flashback about spending time with Hyukjae since their childhood and ending up becoming his lover. ‘No, not now. Not today. Not in front of Hyukjae.’
Hyukjae panicked. He started running around, screaming and calling the nurses and doctors.
“HAE! NO, NO, NO, NOT NOW!”
“Hae….Please, not now.” Hyukjae once again burst into tears. He held Donghae’s hand tightly; he cupped Donghae’s face and tapped Donghae’s cheeks lightly.
Donghae formed a weak smile.
“Don’t worry, Hyukkie. I will never leave you. I will always be there for you.” Donghae’s breathing was getting heavier.
“Take care Hyukkie… I will always love you. I will always be right here.” Donghae lifted his hand weakly and touched Hyukjae’s chest.
“Hae, please…No…” Hyukjae started kissing Donghae’s cheeks, his nose, his temple and finally his lips. Hyukjae could feel Donghae’s hot breath. ‘They will never hear you beg, Hae… Just please don’t ever forget me.’
“I love you Hyukkie…H…Hyu..Hyukkie…” Donghae hugged Hyukjae’s body tightly; his face was wet with his tears. Then, the doctors arrived.
With a last touch and a last kiss, Donghae finally let Hyukjae go.
“Take care, Hyukkie… I love you.”
Genre: angst
Pairing: Haehyuk
Word count: 685
Beta: burntsienna18
Rating: G
Synopsis: ‘No, not now. Not today. Not in front of Hyukjae.’
Warning: Caracter death
a/n: my very first time writing fanfics, sorry if it's not good or quite confusing :P
“Hae…”
“Hyukkie, I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry, Hyukkie. I love you, and I always will, but you deserve to have a better life, okay? Move on, Hyukkie… Please…If you love me, please move on. I can’t stand watching you cry over me, Hyukkie. Please? Just please, find your new soul mate. Have a beautiful family. Do it for me, Hyukkie baby. Okay?” A sad smile formed on Donghae’s face. His body lay lifelessly on a hospital bed.
“No...No…Hae...Please, no. Don’t say such a thing. You’ll never leave me. You promised to stay with me forever! You promised you would be there for me. You promised, Hae…Please don’t go. Hae, fight for it, please!” Tears flowed out of Hyukjae’s puffy red eyes.
Donghae had been discovered with cancer two years ago. Hyukjae had always been there for him, being a loving and caring boyfriend, supporting him, and making Donghae’s smile come alive again. Hyukjae always convinced Donghae to stay strong. But Donghae was getting weaker and weaker, looking a lot skinnier lately, until today. While they were having brunch, Hyukjae saw a drop of blood falling from Donghae's nose. Hyukjae kept asking if he was okay, but Donghae always answered with, 'I'm okay, Hyukkie', or, 'Nothing’s wrong', or, 'It’s just a normal nosebleed'. Donghae kept saying that to Hyukjae. But Hyukjae knew that something was wrong. Donghae walked back to their bedroom when suddenly he fainted. Hyukjae ran to Donghae, and hurriedly called the ambulance. He put Donghae's head carefully on his lap, hugging him tightly while whispering soothing words. The ambulance finally came and lifted Donghae's body carefully.
And now there he was, lying lifelessly in the hospital bed with Hyukjae crying over him.
“Hyukkie, ple-“
“Stop, Hae. Please, just stop. Listen to me, Lee Donghae. You will not go anywhere. You will fight for it, I know you can, Hae. You’re a strong man, a bubbly person who always lit up my world with your beautiful smile, who always welcomed me with those warm beautiful brown eyes. What would happen if you were gone, Hae? Who will light up my world again? Who will be the one who wakes me up every morning? The one who always makes breakfast for me? Who will I cuddle with when I’m asleep? Hae-“
Hyukjae burst into tears. He held Donghae’s hand tightly while his other hand caressed his cheeks. He couldn’t take it anymore. He couldn’t ever let Donghae go, he just couldn’t.
Donghae’s eyes got watery. He couldn’t stand seeing Hyukjae like this. He knew; he knew that he would go soon, very soon. And he didn’t want to see Hyukjae breaking down like this. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t want to leave his baby, his beautiful monkey that he treasured the most. ‘How I wish God could give me another chance to stay with Hyukkie,’ Donghae said in his mind.
Donghae suddenly felt that his breathing became heavy, and he started to have a flashback about spending time with Hyukjae since their childhood and ending up becoming his lover. ‘No, not now. Not today. Not in front of Hyukjae.’
Hyukjae panicked. He started running around, screaming and calling the nurses and doctors.
“HAE! NO, NO, NO, NOT NOW!”
“Hae….Please, not now.” Hyukjae once again burst into tears. He held Donghae’s hand tightly; he cupped Donghae’s face and tapped Donghae’s cheeks lightly.
Donghae formed a weak smile.
“Don’t worry, Hyukkie. I will never leave you. I will always be there for you.” Donghae’s breathing was getting heavier.
“Take care Hyukkie… I will always love you. I will always be right here.” Donghae lifted his hand weakly and touched Hyukjae’s chest.
“Hae, please…No…” Hyukjae started kissing Donghae’s cheeks, his nose, his temple and finally his lips. Hyukjae could feel Donghae’s hot breath. ‘They will never hear you beg, Hae… Just please don’t ever forget me.’
“I love you Hyukkie…H…Hyu..Hyukkie…” Donghae hugged Hyukjae’s body tightly; his face was wet with his tears. Then, the doctors arrived.
With a last touch and a last kiss, Donghae finally let Hyukjae go.
“Take care, Hyukkie… I love you.”