this weekend was so great. it was exactly what i needed and just doing all that i did made me so happy. i dunno. it might have seemed like super boring or really dumb or something to anyone else but it just made me so happy. thanx to all who made it great.
as for right now...im feeling....blah? kinda weird about everything. i want to feel alright but it isnt happening. something happens that pleases me and makes me really happy but somehow it doesnt keep me sastisified for very long. i hear like one bit of "bad" news and it gets me all weird. i guess it will get all ok again though...probably like tomorrow cuz that is just how my mind works. and music is heliping with this weird mood. its good though cuz this music is getting me in a really weird calm nice mood. not to be a kenny copier but i am really really liking copeland. i need the cd. NEED.
i want to grow up. so i wont be looked down on.
that is all.