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so my GSA audition is tomorrow. im excited. i think ill cry..if i dont get into either one. tht would be the only thing really going for me if i get in. honestly...
but whatever. new topic. im not sad yet, so..yeah, lets not think about it.
i miss everyone. i miss last year..everyone was in one place. i would do anything for everyone to be in one place, i think.
i think too much.
yeah, i guess.
not that this year sucks, but just...
arg. i dont fucking know.
nevermind that.
twist..i love. yesterday we went to the museum to see that 'touch me im sick' exhibit. we talked and..all of that, i felt so much better about myself. i always do when shes there, here. im comfortable..a little puzzled,. but i usually am so its nothing new..gives me some other aspect of it all to think about. not tht thinking about it is the only thing i have to do,...well, you know. i hope.
but whatever. new topic. im not sad yet, so..yeah, lets not think about it.
i miss everyone. i miss last year..everyone was in one place. i would do anything for everyone to be in one place, i think.
i think too much.
yeah, i guess.
not that this year sucks, but just...
arg. i dont fucking know.
nevermind that.
twist..i love. yesterday we went to the museum to see that 'touch me im sick' exhibit. we talked and..all of that, i felt so much better about myself. i always do when shes there, here. im comfortable..a little puzzled,. but i usually am so its nothing new..gives me some other aspect of it all to think about. not tht thinking about it is the only thing i have to do,...well, you know. i hope.