Sep 01, 2006 04:49
It's terrifying, being here.
I mean, I've never really had girl-friends. There were these two sisters once, well over a decade ago. I don't remember much, but we drank from red-yellow-green-blue plastic Crayola cups together.
And Marisa...but that's something else entirely.
And now, being here with Xin and Katie, talking for hours at a time...the sheer camaraderie of it is dumbfounding.
I can talk to Jacquelyn on the phone for days about this or that concept, these trivialities and those intellectual elitisms...or talk about putting my tongue in places that would have her grandmother purifying me back to the Sixth Day.
That makes sense.
But these girls, the talking, the laughing the easiness of it all...I swear, well, it's got me up drinking Mountain Dew at 5 in the morning, completely out of sorts.
I don't think I feel good about it.