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so sunday night/monday morning i went sleepless. i know now exactly how the characters on lost in translation felt. to make things even better i took a bunch of my sleep medications and none of them worked. and of course the side effect of having taken them while awake is halluncinations. so i went through the first few periods of school hallucinating and hazy. but awake? strange.
and i started target last night (completely exhausted from having no sleep). and i'm having major anxiety over it cause i know noone there and it's just so big, and organized, and 'by the book' (constantly under strict regulations). i came home after work monday and just balled. i miss cvs. not the job, but just the people. and having a FAMILIAR workplace. i think it's just common human nature for me to just love things that are familiar. i figured out i absolutely detest change. which brought me thinking, i wonder how the transition for next year is going to be. seeing none of my friends in classes. being completely surrounded by strangers. i'm pretty sure i'll hate it for the first few days.
but i'll just have to get through it. 'when there's a will, there's a way'.
oh and i changed my icon. it's pj harvey in a swim suit with fifties swing hair scraping the wall with her hand like she's on sexual prowl. i think it's my favorite photo of her. besides the cover of rid of me when she's practically a medusa.
and i started target last night (completely exhausted from having no sleep). and i'm having major anxiety over it cause i know noone there and it's just so big, and organized, and 'by the book' (constantly under strict regulations). i came home after work monday and just balled. i miss cvs. not the job, but just the people. and having a FAMILIAR workplace. i think it's just common human nature for me to just love things that are familiar. i figured out i absolutely detest change. which brought me thinking, i wonder how the transition for next year is going to be. seeing none of my friends in classes. being completely surrounded by strangers. i'm pretty sure i'll hate it for the first few days.
but i'll just have to get through it. 'when there's a will, there's a way'.
oh and i changed my icon. it's pj harvey in a swim suit with fifties swing hair scraping the wall with her hand like she's on sexual prowl. i think it's my favorite photo of her. besides the cover of rid of me when she's practically a medusa.