Oct 02, 2006 18:11
fucking mcas.
i should've purposely done horrible.
maybe then my parents wouldn't have found out about a scholarship which gives me a free ride to state schools. maybe then they wouldn't FORCE ME to go to a state school.
granted, i don't have anything against state schools, but what i want to go for, the performing arts and creative writing, requires a special school and possibly an urban location for success.
state schools don't have that many connections as far as fucking acting goes!
all my parents are concerned about is money.
i'm almost POSITIVE that if any school was to see my family's financial situation, they would atleast give me some financial aid.
i'm completely on my own for this one.
i'm so through with living with my parents. i think this made me realize this.