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things that i like to put in my peanut butter sandwiches: jelly (apple, grape, apricot, strawberry, raspberry), carrots, bananas, cranberries, dill pickles.
tonight it was cranberries. at school it is apple jelly.
things i want to say: i miss you. let's get some sushi together. can i cook dinner for you? i wish we could go there together. i'm sorry. thank you. you light up my life. i do not want to talk to you. hold my hand (you'll feel better). you deserve to be happier than you are. you are inspirational. i feel safe with you. i trust you.
"i have said nothing because there is nothing i can say that would describe how i feel as perfectly as you deserve it."
tonight i am going to sleep well, and early. tomorrow i am going to exercise my body thoroughly (i will not lead an entirely sedentary life these six weeks). i will not read that play because it still scares me to think about. but i will think about him, and her, and him and her and her and him and all of them. and i will lay down my head tomorrow night in peace, because tomorrow is going to be a good day, a good day, a good day no matter what.
tonight it was cranberries. at school it is apple jelly.
things i want to say: i miss you. let's get some sushi together. can i cook dinner for you? i wish we could go there together. i'm sorry. thank you. you light up my life. i do not want to talk to you. hold my hand (you'll feel better). you deserve to be happier than you are. you are inspirational. i feel safe with you. i trust you.
"i have said nothing because there is nothing i can say that would describe how i feel as perfectly as you deserve it."
tonight i am going to sleep well, and early. tomorrow i am going to exercise my body thoroughly (i will not lead an entirely sedentary life these six weeks). i will not read that play because it still scares me to think about. but i will think about him, and her, and him and her and her and him and all of them. and i will lay down my head tomorrow night in peace, because tomorrow is going to be a good day, a good day, a good day no matter what.