Good Times Last Forever
I am determined to make this entry long. i havent really said a whole lot in that past few days haha i just just been posting those gay surveys. ok where to begin. i noticed that the big thing here in IL is xangas. they are so freakin gay haha they are so much harder to use than LJ and like none of my friends here read my LJ so they really have no idea how i feel haha. its all good tho. well ok. man oh man im so bummed davi couldnt come yesterday!! POOPY!! it owuld have been soooo super cool.. but he is coming the 14th! yahoo!! that means i get to see my lover teehee! wow, i have been sneaking on my roof for the past few nights cos i find it so peacful, you can just relax and look at the sky i love it. plus it lets me know i can sneak out without getting caught teehee!! anywho, my life has been going ok yahoo!! im happy. i havent really hung out with anyone l8ly but i dont think its a bad thing some times i need my space ya know. but yeah amy comes way soon how killer is that!! yeah man! we are going to reek havic on IL OH and i saw my friend matt from spanish and he is going to be a SR and i wa slike hey yo me and my friend are going to be looking to party and he was like hell yeah freshman call me and i will hook you two up so i was like talk about kickass!. this is hard to make it long haha. wow im really excited for davi to come. im happy ryan is here cos that means i will get to see him, but david! uh he means so much to me. i wanna watch the sunrise with him on my roof and i wanna make out with him in the rain, i wanna do so much with him. i miss him. DUDE AHHH WHEN AMY COMES OMG AHHHH! its going to be great lol we have so many plans made already WAHOOOOO!teehee well ok lets think of things to talk about here. im really happy, things with the peeps from AZ are going good i think im talking to them more, we actually are talking not just hey whats up but actual convos AND BEFFY I AM SO SORRY I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO YOUR STORY!! i was on the phone with amy lol i still love you hehe. wow wanna know whats crazy lol the other day i stayed up til 730 am. i mean i had reason to but it was just woo i watched the sunrise ON MY ROOF!! and then later that day i played in the rain by myself hehe! oMG today it was so depressing i went to petsmart, and im totally eyeing this guy and he is eyeing me too so we are checking out and my mom steals a pen for me and i go up to him and we say he and then im like hey i was wondering if i can have your number and he looks at me and is like aww im so sorry but i have a gf and i was like oh ok thats cool see ya later bye and i walked away. REJECTED!! lol but hey i had the balls to walk up to him so that was a plus haha!! wooooo!!! well here are somelyrics that mean a lot to me.
::Kris::
AMBER PACIFIC LYRICS
"Thoughts Before Me"
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
It's starting to get old
That story that untold
Reflect before we walk into
What we already know
Won't be so easy
Looking back at high school drama
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems
Someone's writing empty letters
Is there no other way?
Staring at your reflection every day
Can make or break my heart away
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We're getting backwards double
We can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares
AMBER PACIFIC LYRICS
"Always You"
I'll hold a place for you and I
Inside my heart for you and I
I won't forget these tears I cried
With every year that passes by
And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore
Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone (I am gone)
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes
I'll give it up this time again
Some things are better left unsaid
And all I have are lasting dreams
Our word's worth more this time it seems
And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore
Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone (I am gone)
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes
Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone (I am gone)
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes)
Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone (I am gone)
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes)
In your eyes