everything.
I still don't know if I'm going to be alright. Things seem to be okay, but you know me, shit always gets turned around and put down. It seems this way for everyone. It must be the shitty weather. Everyone blames everything on the weather, even relationship shit, haha.
I wish I was pretty, like REALLY pretty. I look at myself and just think, ehh, could be much better. I look too young, too. I know I'll wish this when I get older, to look younger, but right now I don't look 17. I want longer hair, hopefully Tina will put in some black girl extentions for cheap. Like real cheap, cause I can't afford any real hair and shit. Also, I need to keep up with going to the Y, me and Jess go like, twice a week, when we really could 5-6 times a week. I think we're going to get back on track with it, its just that senior cut day and another day off and going up to lancaster, we've had a pretty weird schedule.
I bought one of those shitty FM transmitter thingys (i threw that word in there to sound like i know what im talking about, but i know its probally wrong.) that you hook your mp3 player up to. It kinda sucks but it works good at times and thats good enough for me.
I'm so glad I don't have to pay $260 in 10 days, I thought I did for senior week, but actually the money isn't due until April. I do have to pay for alot of stuff right now though, stuff I bought for my mom, and $27 down payment for senior week.
Being single sucks. It's boring. Kinda. Well, yeah, it's boring. I mean there's always friends to hang out with and talk to, but you can't flirt and talk like that to your friends. Well, you can, but some things you can't.
I hope things start looking up. From the way things are going, though, it doesn't seem like it.
I wish I was pretty, like REALLY pretty. I look at myself and just think, ehh, could be much better. I look too young, too. I know I'll wish this when I get older, to look younger, but right now I don't look 17. I want longer hair, hopefully Tina will put in some black girl extentions for cheap. Like real cheap, cause I can't afford any real hair and shit. Also, I need to keep up with going to the Y, me and Jess go like, twice a week, when we really could 5-6 times a week. I think we're going to get back on track with it, its just that senior cut day and another day off and going up to lancaster, we've had a pretty weird schedule.
I bought one of those shitty FM transmitter thingys (i threw that word in there to sound like i know what im talking about, but i know its probally wrong.) that you hook your mp3 player up to. It kinda sucks but it works good at times and thats good enough for me.
I'm so glad I don't have to pay $260 in 10 days, I thought I did for senior week, but actually the money isn't due until April. I do have to pay for alot of stuff right now though, stuff I bought for my mom, and $27 down payment for senior week.
Being single sucks. It's boring. Kinda. Well, yeah, it's boring. I mean there's always friends to hang out with and talk to, but you can't flirt and talk like that to your friends. Well, you can, but some things you can't.
I hope things start looking up. From the way things are going, though, it doesn't seem like it.