bleh
that was all just way too much drama for not enough outcome.
just. way. way too mcuh.
but I guess that's how my life tends to be.
and I guess I saw it coming.
but it still just. sucks SO immensely I can't even handle it right now.
this month has sucked.
and now I've put up with it sucking for no reason. and you know? I think that's what bothers me more than anything.. and everything.. else.
just the fact that I sat there and said, nah, i'll wait it out. it'll be worth it.
it absolutely was not worth one single minute of waiting.
not even a fucking second.
..ok. maybe a second. but just one.
fuckkkkkkkkk
just. way. way too mcuh.
but I guess that's how my life tends to be.
and I guess I saw it coming.
but it still just. sucks SO immensely I can't even handle it right now.
this month has sucked.
and now I've put up with it sucking for no reason. and you know? I think that's what bothers me more than anything.. and everything.. else.
just the fact that I sat there and said, nah, i'll wait it out. it'll be worth it.
it absolutely was not worth one single minute of waiting.
not even a fucking second.
..ok. maybe a second. but just one.
fuckkkkkkkkk