Sep 24, 2006 15:14
so i go to homecoming last night and realize that everytime i go, i have a horrible time. i hate it. it sucks. and i never understand why i keep going back every year.
until about the last ten minutes. that's when i realize the exact reason why i always go back. it's worth having a shitty two hours and fifty minutes for that last like, ten minutes of happiness. it really is.
so i'm confused a little bit on what i should do, but i'm pretty sure i know what i want again. i'm pretty sure i've always known that, but now i'm completely positive. here we go, let's make this workkkk.
i seem to always be content lately, with just about everything. the whole fagboy thing isn't even really bothering me anymore. whatever, he can do his own thing. i really don't care. i just hope he doesn't expect to come back after treating us pretty much like shit. peace out kid.
and i'm kind of trying to meet new people. it's fun. and i could use a tiny bit of a change to make things more interesting again. not a huge one though, just a little one.
and i could use that lovaahhh.
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