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i've found permanence. security. love. comfort. joy.
i've found feelings i didn't even know existed in real life. i've found the man of my dreams. i've found all that is good for me on this earth. i'm literally walking on clouds, my insides are tied in knots and slithering all around, my mouth won't break out of this grin, and i feel pure and good and beautiful and wanted.
i am truly loved.
by a boy.
for the first time in my short but devastating life.
i could marry this boy.
i've found feelings i didn't even know existed in real life. i've found the man of my dreams. i've found all that is good for me on this earth. i'm literally walking on clouds, my insides are tied in knots and slithering all around, my mouth won't break out of this grin, and i feel pure and good and beautiful and wanted.
i am truly loved.
by a boy.
for the first time in my short but devastating life.
i could marry this boy.