smile like you mean it
i'm so effing happy. i feel like i don't deserve to feel this good. i feel like i don't deserve for him to love me this much. but then i think about all the guys i went through, all the bullshit i forgave, all the times i was used before this... and then i think maybe it's about damn time i met someone who isn't a total dickwad. we've both been through so much of the same stuff. we're both sick to death of dealing with it. he says "when," not "if." he says "i love you," not "i think you're awesome." i believe i've finally found the guy whose soul matches up perfectly with mine, with no adaptations necessary. we just fit together. i'm SO effing happy.