sry for all the updating...
there's feelings i can't deny and they're for you. i don't think you'll ever really know my feelings because i hide them, not only from you, but from the world. i wish you knew how i felt and i knew your feelings for me. i'm sure your feelings don't surpass the friendship we have, and if you read this i hope this friendship is not effected and only gets better. and if friends is all you want i can respect that, but i had to let it out. i can't keep my feelings bottled up inside anymore. but i wanted you to know. i wanted you to know that i think about you everyday; your smile, your jokes, your expressions, the words you say, everything about you i think of. i can't help it. i've tried to let the feelings go and get rid of them, and i've been free of you, but soon enough they come back.
i don't know if you will read this or not and if you do i don't know if you will know it is you but i wanted to tell you I love you.
if you do know who you are i really hope that this doesn't effect our existing relationship. i hope that your feelings are as strong as mine but if we can only be friends i hope we can be friends for life
~cath
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