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im still not happy. but i got to see some cool kids today. actually a bunch of them. it made me happy. then i had to go to eat with my familia, that didn't make me happy. im so tired of their 'church.' it is draining the happiness out of my family. they are blind to how far sucked in they are. its sad but anything i say just makes them more angry with me. blah.
things still seem distant between you and me, why is that? i came and said hi to you and you seemed pleasantly suprised to see me but, idk, it seemed like you were somewhat annoyed that i was there. i hope not man, i don't want things to be all weird-like.
lunch with shay, elissa and amy was super fun. those kids sure make me smile.
im out to dallas tomorrow and i think my sadness will finally be lifted for a short amount of time. i need this "like the ocean needs the waves"
things still seem distant between you and me, why is that? i came and said hi to you and you seemed pleasantly suprised to see me but, idk, it seemed like you were somewhat annoyed that i was there. i hope not man, i don't want things to be all weird-like.
lunch with shay, elissa and amy was super fun. those kids sure make me smile.
im out to dallas tomorrow and i think my sadness will finally be lifted for a short amount of time. i need this "like the ocean needs the waves"