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IM DONE MAKING PLANS. over summer i just did whatever, whenever, except for work. i knew when i had to be there, but other than that i just kinda did anything. i knew when school started life would get more structured and i really don't like it. i basically set myself up to be dissapointed when things don't work out the way i want them too and i don't have any control over that. it sucks.
im sorry things didn't work. im sad. this is twice now. three times and i.....i don't wanna think about it.
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i hate TM right now. i don't mind school and i don't mind working, but i really don't wanna be there anymore. there is very little that makes me like being there. almost none of my old friends are even friends this year, we have no classes together and we are just drifting apart and when i try and change that they seem to just be annoyed with it. then, the person i hated the most of all last year is one of three people who i actually do have classes/talk to a lot. its really weird and somewhat depressing. im thankful for the friends i do have at TM, its just hard adjusting. and im getting tired of DRAMA, its pointless and it pisses me off that is consumes so much of every day of my life. GET OVER YOURSELVES.
im not happy.
im sorry things didn't work. im sad. this is twice now. three times and i.....i don't wanna think about it.
:(
i hate TM right now. i don't mind school and i don't mind working, but i really don't wanna be there anymore. there is very little that makes me like being there. almost none of my old friends are even friends this year, we have no classes together and we are just drifting apart and when i try and change that they seem to just be annoyed with it. then, the person i hated the most of all last year is one of three people who i actually do have classes/talk to a lot. its really weird and somewhat depressing. im thankful for the friends i do have at TM, its just hard adjusting. and im getting tired of DRAMA, its pointless and it pisses me off that is consumes so much of every day of my life. GET OVER YOURSELVES.
im not happy.