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okay its about that time.
things going on that suck:
- smoking a lot more
- depressing thoughts in my head
- not good feelings
- a lot of rain from my eyes
- im becoming overly criticle on myself more than usual
- obsessing easily over things
- wanting to do things that could possibly destroy me
- school is still going
- i dont get to do shit for my birthday, so yet again my birthday will suck and wht makes it more shitty is my brother is in cali with my family tht i havent seen in a long time. and its my grandmas birthday the same as mine and i wanted 2 see her before
- more depressing ideas and thoughts
- regrets, a lot of them
& i dont give a shit if u think im being over-dramatic or whatnot fuck you, your not me, and u dont have to read this so fuck off
thts what i have to say to the people sayn"ur 2 dramatic" "stop tryn 2 get attention"
im so mad at myself i saw the sexy guy from the other night and i remeber i was on the top floor parking thing at PV mall and i saw him look up at me and i new he remembered who i was from the little kissing thing last friday ugh i should have done something im fucking stupid!
on another note:
ugh i swear im going to go away and not come back im done with this shit.
never ever ever come back. . .