Dec 15, 2005 23:18
so my dreams and future just crashed down on me... im not going to college. My dreams are crushed, i cant stop crying and theres nothing i can do. I just wanna die or just kill me. I dont even want to graduate. Whats the point now? Why bother? Congrats to everyone who got in somewhere and or didnt but tryed and know you belong there. I hope everyone has a good future and can be what they always wanted to be. I love you all. But life is just not worth living right now and i cant do it anymore with a smile on my face... im done with it. Im done with everything, why care anymore? Im done wtih life, my wrost nightmares are coming true... and i can't stop them... or crying either...