May 07, 2005 20:43
Well today was good...
I did try to have people deal with a lot of their problems. Too bad they didn't accept the help that I was trying to offer them. I found out today that a lot of people can't sit there and deal with their problems. I find that they often try to run away from them. I want this to be no more. I think it's highly immature of people to run away form their problems. Which is why I state this fact right now. I, Jeff Cuthbert, have decided that I no longer will flee from the troubles that arise between me and my comrades, friends, accomplices, fmaily, and so on... I will no longer try to escape because I have found out that running away does not solve your problems. I always wanted to be someone that people looked up to. Someone that they could say, "That Jeff Cuthbert is a good person." But until now, I've never been that person. I've never been that person to anyone. Especially to myself. I never wanted to be Jeff Cuthbert. He was never one of my favorite characters. But now, I can honestly say, that I have changed my perspective on this situation. I no longer am the sullen, depressed person I used to be. I still have feelings, yes, but instead of the sad and lonely feelings, I've replaced them with this brand new swing of confidence in myself and happiness. If anyone knows me, this is a good thing. A very good thing. No longer am I afraid to do the things that would make me embarassed. I can see myself being something great instead of something I could never dream of. This is a good reality check.
You may have noticed the title of my entry was 'Forge.' Well, I talked it over with my dad and he's pretty cool with the idea. I'm going to be buying an anvil and taking up blacksmithing as a hobby. There. It is said.
- Jeff
I'm c-c-c-c-Crazy on you