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[this_is_it_boys]

i had a wonderful day, for a change.
i got 4 applications.. to really nifty places.. that are actually hiring.
eep!
and i saw britchy,jake and jeffery.
we got ice cream.. mmmm.
then joshua came.. and we had fun.
i love him..
hes silly,but i love him.
he made my day.. with his feelings and his words.. blah
then i came home.. and now i feel awful.
there is no one home.. no one for me to talk to.
nothing to do.
i feel ungodly lonely.
i dont like being lonely.. when im lonely..i think.
and all the thoughts in my head .. are bad ones, sad ones.
so then i cry b/c all i have to do is think my sad thoughts.
someone.. please talk to me.