yeah

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so i've decided i hate laxatives.

a lot.

i tried exlax and dulesco (sp?) and both leave me cramped and blargh
through the next day,
not to mention extremely bloated and constantly running to the bathroom.
although exlax got better, this new one i got is killing meee...

but it's my only choice now that i can't throw up stuff anymore.
my braces make it impossible, for some reason,
i can't stick my finger down my throat and get anything up...

the toothbrush thing didn't work.

any suggestions?

i'd rather just not eat but people are making it complicated. =/
ugh.