Oct 22, 2004 23:56
Well school was awesome today... The presidential election was so much fun. We didn't win, but nonetheless Michael was wonderful.
Then Blondie and I went to the football game... We are trying to be more social. (lay off the drugs) .... I saw this cute guy there too. =) Then we, shauna and I, went to the moveis. We saw the grudge, just the 2 of us. WOW, that was the scariest movie of my life. I like wanted to leave and almost cried. I definately recommend it to anyone.
After the movie I called andrew, because I hadn't called him all day. Guess where he is... At his lame ass friends house drinking. I don't know why, but I stop by. He lives right by shauna, so I was in the neighborhood anyway. I get there and he is drinking, and he smells like he has been smoking too. Lovely. I look like I'm in the worst mood, I'm a bitch to his friends, and then I say I want to leave. So he walks me out to my car, (drink in hand of course) and I am so upset with him, I give him the most half-ass hug ever, and say that I might call him tomorrow, but I'm busy so I don't know. He says "ok" then gives me a little kiss on the forehead and walks away. I stand with my car door open watching him walk back to the house and I start crying. I cried all the way home. It is the worst feeling ever to finally realize the person you thought you were so deeply in love with, just is not what you want anymore.
Well ya, that's all...