Jul 02, 2004 18:48
Well it's been a while since I've updated. If anyone even reads this or cares, my summer has been OK. I've been sleeping in, working, and hanging out. Mostly with Andrew, but that's fine with me.
This morning he left for Europe for 2 weeks. =( I went with him to the air port then right after I hung out with Akira, Lisa, and Dandan. It was a blast. Then me and akira went to buy Warped Tour Tickets and then she went to go hang out with some friend of hers.
My mom and step dad went fishing in our new boat and I found my self all alone with no one to call and nothing to do. It's pathetic and sad, I know. I just cried. I feel so alone and empty without Andrew. I keep having urges to just call him and say hey, but I cant. But I did realize how much I missed my friends and how different it was from just hanging out with Andrew. I hope we get to hang out more. I still miss Blondie beyond belief. Thank God she's comming home on Sunday.
Also today I found out that someone, who I still thought very highly of, pretty much hates me. And I have no idea why. But they stated pretty clearly that they wished we were never friends to begin with, and I had no idea they thought that. Kinda sucks that what I thought was one of the best friendships I ever had, was a waste...
Oh well, if anyone is ever bored, CALL ME!!!!
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