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so yeah, i guess it's kind of been awhile since i've posted, huh? well, here it is guys. my newest posting. i just got home. i went over to my friends house for awhile today, and i'm really glad i did. i don't know how many of you out there are actually reading this, or any of my other entries, but lately, i've been talking, rather TYPING, about a girl that i like, named kelsey. well, that's who's house i was over at this afternoon. for awhile, she and i were just sitting there talking, ya know, just the usual small-talk whatever kinda stuff. well, after awhile, i layed back, to listen to what she was saying, because my back was starting to hurt. so, she layed back as well, and we just started cuddling, and talking more, and stuff like that. now i know that to most of you, this is going to sound just really corny, and dorky, and lame, and whatever, but it was really nice for me. on the way home (her mom was going to drop me off, so i didn't have to walk the 3 or 4 miles to home), she reached her hand over, and spread my fingers apart with her own, and put them through mine. i don't know why, but for me, that was just really nice. i mean, i really like this kind of stuff, and i don't know why. but, on the other hand, it really is starting to hurt me, because i still feel like i shouldn't be doing this with another woman. i mean, i still love jessica. you all who are reading this can scoff at that, or think i'm stupid or whatever, but i still do love her, and nothing that will ever happen to me, will ever change that. i'm gonna go, i can't do this again. i am always open to your feedback, so feel free to post comments, or whatever. just do what you want, and let it be done.