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well, i haven't whined about things online in a while, and of all my social networking sites, livejournal is the whiniest, so i suppose its the best place.
this is not a good semester. it should be awesome, since its the first time i've been able to just concentrate on school without worrying about having a job at the same time. i realize i'm really lucky to have parents that allow me to do that by paying for my rent and bills. but i just...can't handle this semester. its not even like i have any hard classes. i think i'm just burnt out on school. on life. i have roommates that are being douchey, yet again. i'm starting to think ali's right and i just don't live well with other people. at this point, can it really be my shitty judgement in choosing roommates, or is it actually all my fault? my supposed "best friend" just can't stop being an asshole, so i haven't talked to him in like 3 weeks, and honestly, at this point i don't know if i'll ever forgive him for treating me like shit. not that he'll ever apologize anyway. i just need a break. i had a break from people over the summer, but i guess it wasn't enough.
its a good thing i have rocket. that little jackass puppy is the only thing that's keeping me close to sane these days. the only reason i get out of bed in the morning is to let him out. and honestly, half the time the only reason i make it out of my house is because of that little puppy.
hopefully i can go climbing this weekend. that might help clear my head.
this is not a good semester. it should be awesome, since its the first time i've been able to just concentrate on school without worrying about having a job at the same time. i realize i'm really lucky to have parents that allow me to do that by paying for my rent and bills. but i just...can't handle this semester. its not even like i have any hard classes. i think i'm just burnt out on school. on life. i have roommates that are being douchey, yet again. i'm starting to think ali's right and i just don't live well with other people. at this point, can it really be my shitty judgement in choosing roommates, or is it actually all my fault? my supposed "best friend" just can't stop being an asshole, so i haven't talked to him in like 3 weeks, and honestly, at this point i don't know if i'll ever forgive him for treating me like shit. not that he'll ever apologize anyway. i just need a break. i had a break from people over the summer, but i guess it wasn't enough.
its a good thing i have rocket. that little jackass puppy is the only thing that's keeping me close to sane these days. the only reason i get out of bed in the morning is to let him out. and honestly, half the time the only reason i make it out of my house is because of that little puppy.
hopefully i can go climbing this weekend. that might help clear my head.